To One in Paradise By Edgar Allen Poe ( I really like this one , it's pertiful......hehe )

Thou wast that all to me, love,

For which my soul did pine-

A isle in the sea, love,

Afountain and a shrine,

All wreathed with fairy fruitand flowers,

And all the flowers were mine.

Ah, dream too brightto last!

Ah, Starry Hope! that didst arise

But to be over cast!

A voice out the future cries, ' On!on!-but o'er the Past ( Dim Gulf! ) my spirit hovering lies

Mute, motionlessaghast!

For,  alas!alas!with me

The light of Life is o'er !

No more-no more-no more- ( such language holds the solemn sea

To the sands upon the shore)

Shall bloom the thunder-blasted tree,

Or the stricken eagle soar!

And all my days are trances,

And all my nightly dreams

And where thy grey eye glances.

And where thy footstep gleams-

In what ethereal dances,

By what eternal streams.

( See it's pretty, and about love!!! )

Bonjour Everyone!! ( I'm in French, soo jus had to show off.  ) Sorry that I haven't said anything in along time.......I lost basically all access to a puter for about a month now. Hehe so I improvised and chat on the Library puter. ( * wink ) Man, A lots happened since then. Well, to summarize it all up I'll simply list. (not chronologically though, I have short term memory/ selective memory. 

1) I am now living with my dad, hence the no puter.

2) Have been rocking in the soccer world..... We've placed 2nd in several tournments and I hope that I have been improving. I really want to make at least JV this year.

3) have been missing my Church ( that I can only go to on Tues. )

4) Have gained a new Brother ( Jordan H. ) hehe now I have to bros named Jordan

5) Got my Halloween costume from my Step mum ( Dad's fiancee actually ) I'm going to be a Masqaurade Character a clash between Labyrinth and Phantom ( heck yes!! )

6)Have been doing exceptionally well, in all classes except Honors bio. ( Which is why I'm getting tutoring from my friend Becca ) We have so much in common it's crazy!!!

7) Not sure if I've gotten closer or further from my sis, I hope closer for me....don't know what she thinks.......hhhhmmmmmmmm.....*sigh* hehe

8) Went to the National Gaurd Headquarters on 9/11 with the Boyscouts and helped build a Munkey Bridge that was fun.

9) Met a couple new friends..... I think......Oh well.........

10) Met old friends that I haven't seen in years ( Hi Sonny even though you don't probably have internet!!!)

11) Have learned that I talk way too much and am partially schizophrenic!! Woo hoo!

12)Have been coming up with more scenes and stories ( for those who don't know or don't care I LOVE  to write and have recently been jotting down all my ideas into my notebook for possible future novels and short stories!! )

13) Have been through a lot and ask for your guy's prayer. I need them.........

Well, That's it. Next time I'll post this Awesome poem that I read. Love to all and God Bless!!!

I loved this I thought it was really awesome and jus had to show it!! Next time I'm posting the Footprints poem!! Blah!!!

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL ....AND YOU WILL CRY...
>Sally jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating
>room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When
>can I see him?"
>
>The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't
>make it."
>
>Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any
>more?
>
>Where were you, God, when my son needed you?"
>
>The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of
>the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the
>university."
>
>Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son.
>She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair.
>
>"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked.
>

>Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a
>plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's
>idea to donate his body to the university for study. He said it might
>help somebody else. "I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't
>be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend
>one more day with his Mom." She went on, "My Jimmy had a heart of gold.
>Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he
>could."
>
>Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital forthe last time, after
>spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's
>belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was
>difficult.
>
>It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's
>belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's
>room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back
>in his room exactly where he had always kept them. She laid down across
>his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.
>
>It was around midnight when Sally awoke. La ying beside her on the bed
>was a folded letter. The letter said:
>
>"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will
>ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say I
>LOVE YOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day. Someday
>we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little
>boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room
>and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead,
>she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to
>buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking
>about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as
>soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long
>time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them
>fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.
>Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see
>GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him,
>like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to
>write you a letter, to tell you good-bye and everything. But I already
>knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some
>paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter. I think Gabriel
>is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you.
>God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked
>Him 'Where was He when I needed him?' "God said He was in the same place
>with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as
>He always is with all His children.
>
>Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you.
>To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I
>have to give God His pen back now. He needs it to write some more names
>in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for
>supper. I'm, sure the food will be great.
>
>Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore. The cancer is
>all gone. I'm glad because I couldn't stand t hat pain anymore and God
>couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He send The
>Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery!
>How about that?
>
>Signed with Love from: God, Jesus &Me.